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About Me Member Emotional Poet Silver Wolfe21/Male/United States Recent Activity Deviant for 2 Years
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Another glimpse in my life

Sat Sep 26, 2009, 11:59 PM
  • Mood: Miserable
  • Listening to: Count To 6 And Die - Marylin Manson
  • Reading: The Reapers List
  • Watching: For the happiness to be there
  • Playing: The Reapers Game
  • Eating: Emotional Combo Meal #2
  • Drinking: Sorrow in a Martini glass
Well, I know no one reads my journals.. Heh, I'm fine with that.. But in the off chance someone does, here is a recap of what I've been up to..

College, it was an epic failure. Apparently, it's really not for me just yet.. Gotta get my priorities straight.. Too much stress was being placed upon me during my stay.. Which ultimately affected my grades severely, along with the fact other outsides sources, including and not limited to: Annoying people, annoying roommate, annoying girls.. So, I'm not going back, at least.. I'll wait until I'm fully prepared... Fully ready to take this challenge again..

Home, is the same as always.. Nightmares, stress, annoying emo brother.. All the same.. Came out of the closet to my parents finally (Still hiding being a fur) and they're fine with it.

Relationship, what is there to say really..

Art, has taken a deep slide.. I really haven't been drawing lately.. It saddens me to even call myself an artist if I can't even manage a single doodle.. *sighs* I guess I lost my spark, my glimmer of what keeps me drawing.. I hope it comes back, I miss drawing.. A lot..

Poetry, that has taken an uprising.. My poems, if you (The reader) hasn't already read what I have on my gallery, have taken a darker turn.. The inspiration for these works of Darkness, all have to do with recent events, turns in my life, anything that causes me sorrow.. It's as if it's taking over my drawing..

I need to start posting more.. More art, if I can, more poems.. Even though this is an art site.. I need to keep the site knowing, I'm still alive.. Not some rotting corpse for the vultures to pick at.. So to anyone who knows me, I'm sorry for this absence of activity. Anyway, this has been a glimpse of what I've been through in the past 5 months.. I'm no longer in college, lurking this godforsaken town for a damn job.. I'm at a stand still.. Dear god, please help..

Thank you for reading, hope you comment and such..
~Silver Wolfe

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What is there to know? I am what fate made me.
There's nothing wrong with me, but something is wrong with you.
I am Silver Wolfe, I bring Chaos, delivered in 3 seconds or less. My job? To add a touch of Chaos to this bland world along side Insanity.

Personal Quotes:
"If I could have seen the outcome, I would have been able to avoid the conflict... How could I have been so blind?"
"I am not who you think I am, I am who I want you to see me as."
"The ones who suffer, the ones who portray the pain... They are the ones who need to be saved.."
"Reality is only a guise to hide the truth, that there will always be an infinite amount of hate.."
"Eternal sorrow, glorious hatred, haunt my dreams and memories. Take away the happiness and replace it with Darkness."
"A small chance, I will fight to the end to see it achieved. I will stop at nothing to gain the goal I've set before me. I'll give it my all, everything I have.. I'll put it all at stake, even my own life if need be.. I may not look like a fighter, but I guarantee you I am.. A small chance, but a worthy chance to fight for.. Give me strength to see this to the end..."

Devious Info

  • Current Residence: There's this house in Hell, you see?
  • deviantWEAR sizing preference: XL - XXL
  • Interests: Art, Games, Poetry, Music
  • Favourite movie: Most, to all Horror
  • Favourite band or musician: Opeth, Renard, and the list goes on.
  • Favourite genre of music: Death Metal, Rap, Techno
  • Favourite artist: Basically Everyone Is
  • Favourite poet or writer: Me, Masa-Chan, Dave, Deam, everyone else.
  • Favourite photographer: Black Wolf1991
  • Favourite style of art: Anthro, Anime, Manga
  • Operating System: XP or Vista
  • MP3 player of choice: PSP, WMP, WinAmp
  • Wallpaper of choice: Kinda a mixture of sorts
  • Skin of choice: Black Fur
  • Favourite game: Anything bloody, gorey, and violent
  • Favourite gaming platform: Psp, Psone. Ps2, Gamecube
  • Favourite cartoon character: Yuki & Zero (Vampire Knight)
  • Personal Quote: Fear what is not there, for it shall haunt you.
  • Tools of the Trade: pencil (mech), big ass box of color pencils

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